With college comes stress, and lots of it. Even when I don't have a lot of work to do my mind goes crazy and runs off on its own thinking about things and eventually they worry me. I think about home, my boyfriend, and most of all my debt. My parents don't pay for my college tuition, I do, well mainly the government does with the financial aid they give me, but the thing is that I also have to take out loans to pay my full tuition including housing. As of right now I don't have money to pay it off and it just keeps increasing. This is what really bothered me today.
I have been extremely tired the past two days and today I fell asleep in my boyfriends room while he was rearranging it. This thought woke me up. I started thinking about the fact that I don't have a job and that since the summer when I last checked it has most likely gone up. I like the fact that I pay for college myself without my parents money but debt is not something I wanna live with. This is the main thing that's on my mind constantly and I always try to push it back but it pops up no matter what. After college I hope to attend nursing school, where? I have no idea, I probably should start thinking about that, but before then I hope to rid myself of this debt......though with nursing school comes even more debt. I just don't want to be one of those college students who graduate with like $300,000 in debt (highly unlikely for me) but it still STRESSES me out!
Today I guess was just a vent day, tomorrow will be better seeing all of my friends and family.
Til Next Time!
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