First of all I wanna thank SEAN for the Merry Christmas banner....He's so computer savvy! THANK YOU SWEETIE!! Today was my first whole day home from school and so far it has not been grand. Last night was a BIG no bueno in my book. Had a scorching headache and started crying because it wouldn't go away, long story short it went away and I didn't get to sleep til after 3am. Today I have been fine, didn't do much throughout the day and this evening I went to Family Night at my church. This was my first time since they had started it when I left for school at the end of the summer. It was good to be back , but it also felt weird. Kate had asked me to help her with the kids, so I did. I didn't know what lesson they were on, but overall I had fun! It's funny these kids are at least like 3 years younger( the ages range up to high school) but sometimes I feel like I'm not an adult helping out I mean sometimes I don't feel like I look the part. Do I look 20? most people say I don't and I mean its a good thing but also a bad thing. I don't know, maybe I'm just rambling on about nothing.
Sometimes I wish I had more freedom in my life. I realize that I have a lot of freedom except when it comes to being at home under my dads roof. When I'm at school I can go to and from anywhere I like whenever I would like. Here its another story, I have my own car and yet I can't go as I please. I know as in my previous post that parents will always be parents, but I can't go out past nine? I wish I had my own place sometimes so I can be my own person and still come home and go to church. I wish I had the ability to make my own decisions at home like I do at school. Well it's off to bed for me, hopefully I will write pretty much everyday since I have nothing to do now haha :p
Til Next Time!
Here I am drinking Hot Tea in my freeeezzing room! YUM!
It was so great of you to help out last night! I had a lot of fun :). Don't worry about whether you look like you're 20 or 25 or 15 or whatever.. Just be the sweet, loving girl that you are and people will see YOU, no matter how old you are!
ReplyDeleteAlso, I know it's hard to have your freedom taken away when you come home, and I read your last post about it too, so I know that you have a good perspective on it. Just hang in there! Being on your own is HARD. There's a lot more worry, especially about finances. Enjoy your family for the next few weeks and you'll be at school again before you know it :). Love you Amanda!!